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East Oak In Bad Decline
03:01
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forever flipping off every trump flag,
on my way home,
daydreaming about ripping them all down
so maybe we can meet tonight at 3am,
dressed in black and ready for mayhem
you made God in your own image
not the other way around
that's why your prayers are so angry
you're always letting yourself down
dad says he's ready for a new civil war
but I've never known him to hurt a single soul
his mind's been corrupted
the way he used to warn me
would happen if I kept listening to the Notorious BIG
I won't recognize you in the colors of your confederacy
through all the smoke and fog,
I hope you don't...
I hope you don't shoot me
I swear I'm gonna write an open letter
I swear I'm gonna be so convincing
pointing out all that man's flaws
so that finally they will see
they'll wake up and apologize for being so wrong
then the sun will explode
and we will all be gone
our grandparents fought the Axis
just so fb could turn our parents' friends into fascists
so I'm forever flipping off every trump flag
on my way home
as though it makes any difference at all
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Sorry That You're Sad
02:09
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I'm sorry that you're sad
I know you like me a lot
but I swear I'm not your dad
still if I could then I would erase every bad thing that ever happened to you
but I can't so I'm also sorry for wasting your time
sorry that you're mad
I know I'm not your dad
there you are writing dirty words down your arms
I say: "don't write dirty words down your arms"
you say: "at least they're better than scars."
"That's a good point. That's a really good point."
I just don't want to see you make
the same mistakes as the adults that got you here in the first place
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ugly green carpet with wood-paneled walls
one whole summer where I abstained from alcohol
cymbals crashing on an old church drum kit
I'd just got a new guitar but could hardly play it
(I can still hardly play it)
sad, dejected yet it was the time of my life
talked until our throats were sore
we drank coffee all night
recording songs in my mom's living room
a blanket over the doorway
while she slept on and on
never gave a single complaint
and all of it helped me carry on like I wasn't heartbroken
all of it helped me carry on like she wasn't sick
I started to get better all while she didn't
mice so big I swear they could've been rats
a show every single night, "let me check your X"
I didn't know what to think of My Virgin Eyes
we always made the same joke about Not Tonite (real ones know)
and I awkwardly laughed every time
and all of it helped me carry on like I wasn't heartbroken
and all of it helped me carry on like the curse wouldn't stick
I started to feel hopeful or at least something like it again
I picked you up every morning on our way to work
even when you made me late the manager only treated me like a jerk
we both called in sick to drive all the way to Texas
to teach us a lesson oh how the sun burned us
even though we were there for your uncle's funeral
somehow, somehow that trip helped me heal
then that August I met Stacy at your dad's church
I kept on getting better until I finally beat the curse
I finally beat the curse
i finally beat the curse
I think I finally beat the curse
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McClelland
02:17
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(dad talking about making his '41 Willy's Coup from scraps)
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Shark Puncher
03:48
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you cried out in a dream
said the car made a noise you weren't expecting
so I held your hand, I stroked your hair
I said, "don't worry cause I am here."
the next day you asked what I would do
if a shark ever bit you
I said: "I'd punch it so hard, it'd wish it were dead and if it wouldn't let go then I'd offer my own leg."
So you walked off
satisfied
never doubting for a moment that I was right
and I stared at the door when you were gone
because I knew one day that a hurt would come
that I can't protect you from
if we saw it coming
all we could do is run
so bring on the sharks
and I will punch them all
I will rip every single tooth
from every single row
I will, I will, I will, I will
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Except When I'm With You
02:53
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every night they pull me from our bed
strap me to a chair and pry back my eyelids
then they hit play on that projector screen
before my eyes every mistake is playing
until you kiss the back of my neck and say: "i'm here."
causing that whole scene to disappear
I'm still embarrassed of everything I do
except when I'm with you, except when I'm with you,
I still hate myself most the time it's true
except when I'm with you, except when I'm with you
we were driving home from a friend's party
when I began that night's autopsy
picking apart every word that I said
wondering aloud how I have any friends
when you slipped your hand in mine and said,
"baby, I swear that you were brilliant"
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Dane Johns West Frankfort, Illinois
a totally washed punk-dad making music in his basement.
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